I'm back! What has it been 5 months since I have spoken to myself and fans? A lot has happen since then such as a change in year and time, new president or should I say the first African American president of the United State. The economy continues to struggle, I've made a decision to go back to school an continue my education this year. I’m not quite sure where that's going to lead me but it can only mean up. I hope! Still no one close to me outside my life but not really looking but maybe after a few of these blogs I'll open up about me and relationships. I continue to work the same job doing the same thing, it’s a job remember not a "CAREER". I must be doing something right consider that fact they allow me to continue to come back day after day, I must be a good little worker BOY. I've had some altercation these past months mentally and physically. Yea! I said the same thing, watch that beautiful face! I guess if I had a chance to do it all over again I would have done things different but oh WELL. Shit happens! I'm still not as closes as I should be to my life but my mind set as changed a bit towards myself. Yet I feel I will always look for that challenge and with that said it will never allow me to over look simple pleasures or the best things in life. Yet as I get older I hope it slows me down but I have a feeling it will only make me hungrier. I know! WHAT THE FUCK! Oh! I remodel my apartment for the second fuckin time. Did I really need to remodel it? No! But I did it anyway, cause I could and wanted to andI know doesn’t make sense. Try explaining that to myself which continuing to be a battle with me but that’s a topic for another time. Oh yea! I'll be turning 27 in a month in a half. Sometime I feel I’m the only person who enjoys getting older maybe because my big head increases with time. I'm sure a few of you will find that funny but I love the smile your faces make as these read pass through mind and your nerves tell your muscles raise your buts to create that reaction on your faces now. But that’s another topic for another time as they all are your all are probably assuming. If you’re not aware I will write a new blog once a week randomly and those followers will receive email notification once it’s been created. The point of blogging is solely for my mental purpose and for me to get my ideas and thoughts out in some form. I don’t mean to offend anyone but I’m aware my thoughts my produce that so I will not apologize for it and feel free to comment on any of my blogs. I entertain the feedback and don’t be shy with your comments.
Remember! I am AMAZING.....!
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“For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.”
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson (American Poet, Lecturer and Essayist, 1803-1882)
Change. What a beautiful yet scary thing. You're life has taken a turn Martel. You express feelings of innovation and seem taken aback from it... I think as we get older we all go through this. We never stop learning about ourselves. As years go by we evaluate ourselves and everything and everyone around us. We know what we want and we search for it... Some of us obtain it. Some settle. Settling is following. Following is traveling behind. Traveling behind is cowardliness. Perhaps you had never really stopped to analyze yourself or had never really looked further or deeper into things...Martel you are a leader, change is good. Embrace it. The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live.
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