Tuesday, October 21, 2008

CJ...

For those of you who don’t know me I’m a person always looking for a challenge and never really satisfied in life.  Don’t get me wrong I’m blessed for all I have in life but I expect more of a mental gain overall.  If the challenge is in the work place, or in my personal life I seem not to be able to avoid the challenge.  Who doesn’t like the occasional challenge but when you thrive your life on them it can make things continuing uneasy in some way but fun and self accomplishing.  The biggest challenge Im facing now, is finding something I can call a career.  I’m at a point in my life were Im looking and ready to start a career for myself not a job.  Chris Rock says the difference between a career and a job is how time passes in the day.  one of the best lines I’ve hard was from Chris Rock says a job is when you spend extra time in the bathroom sitting on the toilet for no apparent reason, just hoping time passes by faster.  I’m sure I could have chosen a cleaner analogy, but this one hit to close to home.  Those who are laughing or smiling at this point know exactly what Chris and I are talking about.   Ill be honest about three years ago the words career wouldn’t have came out of my lips or crossed my mind, now its something I can’t get out of my fuckin lips and can’t stop fuckin thinking about.  One can spent countless hours thinking about he/she wants to do with their life doing in life and nothing comes to mind.  Has one ever imagined their career and couldn’t tell what the fuck they just imagined themselves doing.  All you know is that it was something great and you were happy and you little imaginary world.  I have heard the saying that people search their whole lives looking for the right career that makes them happy and some ever find it.  Does one ever find it because the opportunity is too great for them to achieve or is time really against them.  This is the current challenge Im facing at this time and I’m not one to avoid a challenge.  There are a lot of things that sculpt my life and challenges are a big one.  It probably will be a big topic with me because it has the power to dictate some of the choices I make.  So with that said, I’ll end this blog on that note.

 

What is your current challenge and how does it effect you, please share?

1 comment:

vanewpc said...

Your career will find you. relax and live life. deal with hurdles as the come to you don't create them for yourself